wickedpapi
cactuseeds
oceanwriting
used to hate the taste of alcohol
cause it was only good if you were a grown-up and i was not a grown-up
used to hate the taste of alcohol
cause it made me think of throwing up in the bathtub and i was not the girl who got drunk and threw up in the bathtub
used to hate the smell of smoke
cause it gave me asthma attacks at parties and i wanted to be able to breathe
used to hate the smell of smoke
cause it made me think of cheating on my boyfriend and i was not the kind of girl who cheated on her boyfriend
used to hate a lot
cause it was all only for very bad girls, and i was not the kind of girl who did very bad things
now i miss the taste of honesty
cause it was only really there on her lips
now i miss the taste of honesty
cause i think of how i tasted it once–how i had her once–and i am not the kind of girl who lets go of that taste
of those lips
of those things that i hated
and those things that i missed